Amazing August

Hi.. feels like it's been awhile since I last wrote. Been pretty obsessed with facebook ever since I stumbled upon some old school mates !

It's been really cool to see how some of us have matured over the years.. some sad news too, but I guess thats just life.

Anyways, August has been a really busy month for me.. starting with the kenduri then I went for a vacation to Perhentian Besar and also planning for a trip to Hatyai & Songkhla. Perhentian was just to relax and enjoy the beach and Thailand is just gluttony! Food is fantastic there and with Ramadhan around the corner it's the perfect opportunity to go and enjoy myself! Work has been quite hectic too.. new faces this month and some old friends had to be elsewhere (sob!)

Til then.. cheerios

Looks can be deceiving

I had the 'privilege' of meeting some very colorful personalities recently and I think I should not be too surprised when I come across them again.

Some nice surprises.. Some, just plain horrid.

I have come across youngsters who look menacing or mischievious or loud.. but they give up their seats for the elderly and ask permission when they need a chair from my table.

Unfortunately, I have met pious looking persons and having the title to go with it but having no courtesy and are downright rude. I have also met highly educated people and successful people who can act pretty darn uncouth.

I guess they think they just above us normal people...

Certainly hope that I don't belong in that group of people.

33

I just turned 33..

Actually I keep repeating that to myself , thinking maybe by doing so it would generate some kind of emotion. Nope, not really. I did have a fabulous birthday treat though. I will share it with you in due time okay?

Am little sleepy coz the twins decided it would be fun to wake me up at 5.30 this morning... and refused to let me get back to sleep! So notti! But I feel relieved that they are getting better ( after numerous visits to the vet though... could have gotten my hair done for that kind of money.. hmmpph!) But i sayang them anyways :-)

But I am very grateful for my blessings.. The great ones have made me happier... the not so great ones have made me stronger.

For all the wonderful wishes from the lovely people in my life, I feel loved and I share my hopes of blissful future ahead of us.


Cheers

Is it worth it?

To try your best and it's never enough

To talk to someone who doesn't really listen

To be there for people you love yet you feel so alone

To tell someone your dreams but told it's difficult to achieve

To want to do the right things but being judged anyways

To love someone when it hurts so bad sometimes

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Bored la...

Help me.. So lemau already

Am running out of ideas to keep myself occupied. What more with cost of living skyrocketing (must be extra careful with spending).. then must carefully plan my leave coz it's limited... also to plan with friends and family is becoming a challenge too... am just mentally and physically tired.

I used to go out till 4a.m on a weekday and still turn up for work at 9a.m looking good..

Now I am content just getting peaceful sleep with the aircond on, fresh sheets and an organized home.

Dammit that sounds old.

I truly admire the ladies who put in a lot of effort with their hair , make up and wardrobe . Especially going to work. Me? I would squeeze the very last second I get in bed rather than picking outfits, doing my hair and matching accesories. Pastu nak jealous when I see all the lovely ladies! I really need to put in some work to look good too I guess. Nah.. sleep is good.

What I do enjoy is travelling. Somehow I am always raring to go when I am on vacation. But that takes a lot of time and money. Any sponsors out there? Gimme a buzz. Some friends are planning a trip in July.. I wish I can make it but it's quite tight right now. Anyways, I already have plans just a week before their plans but I will talk about that later.

What my friend Matt said is true.. I need a spark in my life. Everything is just so blurry right now.

Any ideas people?

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