Is it worth it?

To try your best and it's never enough

To talk to someone who doesn't really listen

To be there for people you love yet you feel so alone

To tell someone your dreams but told it's difficult to achieve

To want to do the right things but being judged anyways

To love someone when it hurts so bad sometimes

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Bored la...

Help me.. So lemau already

Am running out of ideas to keep myself occupied. What more with cost of living skyrocketing (must be extra careful with spending).. then must carefully plan my leave coz it's limited... also to plan with friends and family is becoming a challenge too... am just mentally and physically tired.

I used to go out till 4a.m on a weekday and still turn up for work at 9a.m looking good..

Now I am content just getting peaceful sleep with the aircond on, fresh sheets and an organized home.

Dammit that sounds old.

I truly admire the ladies who put in a lot of effort with their hair , make up and wardrobe . Especially going to work. Me? I would squeeze the very last second I get in bed rather than picking outfits, doing my hair and matching accesories. Pastu nak jealous when I see all the lovely ladies! I really need to put in some work to look good too I guess. Nah.. sleep is good.

What I do enjoy is travelling. Somehow I am always raring to go when I am on vacation. But that takes a lot of time and money. Any sponsors out there? Gimme a buzz. Some friends are planning a trip in July.. I wish I can make it but it's quite tight right now. Anyways, I already have plans just a week before their plans but I will talk about that later.

What my friend Matt said is true.. I need a spark in my life. Everything is just so blurry right now.

Any ideas people?

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Kota Kinabalu

I was glad to finally visit KK, although it was a spur of the moment thingy.It turned out to be quite a lot of fun since a bunch of friends were also there, yet relaxing.. I guess because the pace there is so much different from KL.

I was disappointed though, since I didn't get to visit the islands or go to Kinabalu Park as the weather was not agreeable to those activities... Somehow my internal clock reset itself for me to be fresh awake by 6a.m am pretty much winding down by 10-ish p.m ... But it kinda sucked because shops were still starting business at 9-10am .. so I spent a good deal of time for breakfast..

This is Soto Makassar.. Yummy!

I did manage to visit the Gaya Street Sunday Market.. I had a good morning stroll then proceeded to Pasar Besar and Filipino Market to browse.. Tak berani nak buy anything yet, coz my aunt asked me to wait for her to go shop with me..

Managed to buy some souvenirs and a lovely strand of pearls for myself.. I do hope to visit KK again soon enough.. I have a better idea of what I want to get and experience next time.